My dear , I know I am not an easy person to love or even a good person all the time, but trust me, I am worth everything. I don’t deserve to be lied to, to be cheated on, to get broken by you or to be humiliated by you or your actions. And you, my darling, should be aware of that.
As you may already know, I won’t always have only good days, I’ll have some bad ones too, even some „I just want to die” type of days, but that doesn’t mean I won’t have the „I just love my life and all the little things in it” type of days. I am a mixture of feelings and emotions, and you need to understand that if you want to be by my side forever.
Now, I know that forever sounds like a really long time, and who would want to spend the rest of their life with just one person? Especially at our age. But I hold onto that thought that I will find the right person for me someday, who will love me for the exact person I am, without judging me or wanting me to change myself, not even a little bit.
Another thing that you should know, is that if we’re together, then your problems are mine too, and all your fears and concerns become mine too. I’ll do my best to help you get through the bad times in your life, I’ll party with you in your happiest days and I will try to add a little sparkle to a day you thought is just another usual boring day. I’ll do my best to keep you happy and to keep you feel loved and wanted. But I expect the same from you. I don’t need someone that is there for me only in the good times of my life, I need someone always there for me, just like I will always be there for you no matter what.
My darling love, I will love you like you’ve never been loved, but I expect to be loved too. And if you don’t love me, then just let me go. I’d rather be hurt than be with someone who doesn’t love me. I am aware that you might be my S.O. and yet I might not be yours, but that’s okay, we’ll have our little infinity and that will make me happy. But if you are unhappy with me, don’t hurt me, don’t play with my feelings, just let me go, let yourself go and be happy. We both deserve more, we both deserve to be loved and to love back.
So, I hope you understand, that I don’t expect any gifts from you, not even a single rose, but I expect your love and your honesty. I’ll give all my best to you, but also all my worst, being confident that you’ll stand by me anyway. So please, don’t disappoint me by playing with me, or my feelings, I don’t deserve it.
With all the love and respect,
you’re future significant other ❤